so i am a disaster. a teacher to be, not being able to handle difficult classes. not really a good start for a new career. why are these kids so negative, so searching for trouble, so rebellious in a destructive way. i must confess, i am not the most structured teacher. i am flexible and organised but not very-structured. live is not structured in my opinion. live should be lived disciplined, flexible and creative; friendly, social and organised. ©Shutterstock.com/Monkey Business Images searching for an answer how to handle these classes, i came upon structured lessons, being severe, not allowing any exceptions, not really my way of handling. i am severe, but in a way that i want students to take their own responsibility. i think they should be able to handle exceptions, changes and surprises. i want them to enjoy lessons, because they have a goal. dream on, my dear. next step: crying, no. shouting, no. giving up, i have to. students have a right to have good lessons, and i can...